I am so depressed, please help me?

I have had similar experiences. No one will help you but you. Thats my opinion. When you wake up one day and realize you dont give a damn and success is what your drive is. Thats when you get yourself out of it. Be strong. Stop talking to everyone and anyone who brings you down. Even if your alone. Id rather be alone then not feel genuinely loved by someone. Continue helping those that need help. You do it for yourself and them. Not for your friends. Its alot harder then it sounds trust me I know. Its what I did, and i still have some issues and break down sometimes. But I came out of that hell hole I was falling into. Hope this helps